think about it this way..some ppl think GOD left them when something bad happens, but when the worst thing in your whole life happens and you wonder where he is, hes n the SAME PLACE he was when the GREATEST thing in your life happened. it gets better!
Jesus_rox_my_world_ your in my thoughts and prayers and if your dad does pass away, hes n a lot better plkace and its almost like hes going on a lpong vacation because u WILL meet again..never doubt that GID IS ALWAYS WITH YOU..even in the worst times.